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| Monday, December 25th, 2006 | | 6:44 pm |
| | Thursday, July 27th, 2006 | | 1:52 pm |
Update on the Dan
Hello everyone. Things have been alright lately. This past week I had a friend of mine fly up and stay with me and now I miss her, but it was really cool for her to be here for some time. I've been driving for over a month now and love it. I am working on my goal of smoking atleast once a day for the whole summer, excluding the first 4 days I was back. I've been going in and out of feeling super happy and feeling like shit...but hey, that's what I do. I don't have any major complaints. I hope everyone's doing well; take care. Dan | | Thursday, June 22nd, 2006 | | 4:23 pm |
| | Wednesday, June 7th, 2006 | | 4:58 am |
| | Monday, June 5th, 2006 | | 4:08 am |
| | Friday, May 26th, 2006 | | 7:54 pm |
Depression's been hitting me hard and at random times lately. This isn't the regular depression either...I wish there was a regular depression, heh. I'm gaining weight, getting annoyed (but not as angry as I used to, which almost worries me), feeling lonely...I've been loosing me again in the worst way. No creativity...my fun goes up real high and then crashes deep...I love the word manic, even the sound of it rouses something inside me...I wonder if I'll snap...the brain is a marvelous thing, what you think effects how and what else you think, and it rotates around itself, conscious of itself and its own patterns...creating more and more complex ways of viewing oneself and reality. It's a shame usually deep thought brings one into a depressed state that brings about the classic downward spiral...wheee...rollarcoaster...I am on a rollarcoaster with so many staggering ups and downs...yet no events...nothing exciting...lifechanging...wonderful or horrible...but on a big enough scale when everything is compared when everything is flat...one little bump could be a mile...yammer yammer yammer...blah blah blah...I have nothing to complain about, yet things seem so rancid... Atleast my other depressions offered me deep creative insight and madness...this only brings self loathing with a side of being pathetic with apathetic dipping sauce...funny, I feel like I don't care and care a lot at the same time...seeing as how nothing really changes...I don't know if I mind or not...what would I change if I could change anything? Nothing I suppose, again...nothing to really complain about... I think getting depressed over a problem, then being all blah and looking at the problem like it's small and doesn't matter makes matters worse...then I feel shitty about how I got worked up over something so minuscule...even though it isn't...ugh... *grumble* I wish I were angry...worked up, enraged or something...some feeling other than the blah...cause things aren't bad...just annoying... Current Mood: Not sure | | Thursday, May 25th, 2006 | | 10:57 pm |
There's no one on, so here I make my drunken entry. I am really pissed off. I was drunk and trying to keep myself in a good mood, when I knew I was already being held down by some severe depression that I have been struggling with...so I was alrteady on the line with being drunk and happy to drunk and pissed off/sad/crying. I can't take jokes when drunk...especially when I have to yell my head off for someone to realize I'm talking...to being the center for attention of being shot with an airsoft gun...the gun didn't fucking hurt me, the smiles that shot it did...the glee i saw after I was shocked made me almost cry it hurt...I am not happy right now. And I believe I just made a decent entry while smashed off my ass where I can't even walk right. Go Dan. | | Thursday, May 18th, 2006 | | 2:42 am |
You know, I don't really have anything to complain about, but life feels very grey again. Lots of things aren't fun anymore, SCAD isn't new, I don't really know what's me anymore either. I've really lost me somewhere and I don't know where. Probably somewhere in this mess that is my room *eyes pictures from middle->highschool* Nah, not me either... | | Saturday, April 22nd, 2006 | | 1:01 pm |
Happy 420 guys...I know it's a few days late, but if you had as good as a celebration that I had...well, you'll be reading this when you crawl out of your slumber too...hehehe....Silent Hill was crazy on brownies...oh mygod...haha...wow...love everyone... Hey...I haven't updated in awhile...life is going...it just is, it's going...going pretty decently, no huge complaints... | | Friday, March 17th, 2006 | | 2:50 pm |
| | Sunday, December 11th, 2005 | | 10:23 am |
I am updating trying to fix a bug on my puter...lets hope it works...yup... So...who wants to get some Dan-action? Rawr! ...yeah... Edit: It did not fix the bug...grumble... | | Monday, December 5th, 2005 | | 10:33 pm |
| | Friday, December 2nd, 2005 | | 11:07 pm |
Doin' Good
Doing good, things are cool Haven't updated in awhile. I am infact in Vermont and will be until January 3rdish. Just had a fun night with the Girls, hehe, Page Lisa Cait and myself (Not that I am one of the girls, but I didn't want to put any of them last...but me saying that..er...nevermind). We watched Lara Croft 2 and Shaolin Soccer, awesome movie. Workin again, all that stuff. Yup. Hope everyone's well! Tata! | | Thursday, November 17th, 2005 | | 7:04 pm |
Stolen!
Stolen from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) purple_kitty2261. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie/book/fictional character reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a substance to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. Or at least me. 5. I'll tell you my favorite memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal or plant you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. | | 4:40 pm |
Yup, haven't updated with real life in awhile. But mif, nothin really going on. Excited to go back soon, see all you folks, my family and my dog. Yup. Anyway, life has me a bit confused but nothing I can't manage. Things are still pretty good. | | Monday, November 14th, 2005 | | 8:23 am |
Those moods.
I am in one of those moods again...one of those good moods. I am in a very happy smiley mood, it's nice. One of those moods, hehe. | | Friday, November 11th, 2005 | | 5:11 am |
I just had an amazing night! So much fun! It all starts at 9ish I guess, I was having a horridly rancid day. But then I was hanging out iwth my friend Vicky, then my friend Christina, then after getting back from a gas station hanging out with my friend Isa. Where we proceded to get intoxicated with my new friend Ly. We had a dance party for a very long time, then they went to sleep. My friend John and I were hanging out for awhile until I talked to my friend Emmy on IM. Emmy and I tried to find a store selling alcohole but failed. But we still all had fun, John, Emmy, Vicky and I hung out, listened to music with a strobe, sang, and just had fun until just now. Still, the highlight of my night, and I want her to know this, was Page coming back. It meant a lot to me seeing her for a short time, it really was the best part of my awesome-est night at college. Who knew the best night would come out of the worst day? I have to get up at like 8, so I'm not going to sleep. But I love everyone right now, and I'm no longer tipsy so I know it. PS: First time in my life being drunk, man it was fun! PPS: Hope everyone's doing well, have a great day! | | Thursday, November 10th, 2005 | | 2:56 pm |
Come on Dan, everyone's doing it
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I do believe things are going good =) | | Sunday, November 6th, 2005 | | 12:52 pm |
Had fun kinda last night. Things are still not even. I really am confused still... Edit: I've been increasingly more irratable lately, probably due to being confused, I hate being confused. Not sure what to do, who to hang with, who to put effort into, and just the plan old what the fuck. Dan is a rather unhappy camper, wearing a mask. Fucking, shit. Current Mood: irate |
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